This song is about toxic friendships and that, even though it's hard, you have to move on and end them. Friends are meant to be there for you and enjoy your company, but if you're always the one that has to call them first and if they always make excuses to get away from you, maybe it's time to move on. They won't care when you stop asking them every weekend if they want to hang out together, because you don't cross their mind. They know you'll call them because they take you for granted. If they talk to you asking you why you don't talk to them anymore, then explain your feelings to them. But, if they don't, find someone who DOES appreciate you.
lyrics
(Verse 1)
You hate me for why I don't know
I don't know why
I am always the one to make you feel wanted
Always the first to call you
(Chorus)
I'm done with you
I won't suffer more
Can't you see
You're using me
This is not how we should be
Memories ravaged by hatred
I was so lonely only you never cared
(Verse 2)
Slowly I rebuild myself
Myself
I guess I should thank you
Now that I know
Know myself so well
I'll keep friends of
Friends of snow (Reference to Ame to Yuki)
(Chorus)
I'm done with you
I won't suffer more
Can't you see
You're using me
This is not how we should be
credits
from MonoChromantic,
released October 31, 2016
Written, Produced and Performed by Jake Munro
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